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P R E L U D E — Instrumental T H E D A R K E S T C A S T L E Lost inside my dreams, I see your eyes that lure me into The darkest castle. Once inside those halls, I dance alone the waltz of love I'd never heard of. Now, I wonder how I got this far Without your claws around my neck, Without your bane inside my scars Your kiss would be my sweetest venom. With their marble hands, Old statues point me the way To the darkest parlors. Eyes of faint portraits Follow my steps. I'm all allured by cunning shadows, Now, I wonder if it's really me Or just a crack in looking glass. I wonder what will happen next. Your kiss would be my sweetest venom. You are my sweetest venom. We dance the waltz on broken glass. Our hearts are full of lust. This night is ours. Let's live it while it lasts. By dawn, we'll turn to dust. Am I in paradise or is it hell? I'm falling deep. Accepting your embrace. Moonlight reflects my grace. Or is it shame? I'm burning in your flames And savoring the tender pain And horrors of your reign. I'm lost on the web forever. Lost forever. Lost forever. Whispers in the halls And candles wink on chandeliers In the darkest corners. Dusty books on shelves Are like tombstones. I found the key to the secret passage. Now, I wonder if this labyrinth Would have an end, or am I trapped? I need your guidance. I need your love. Your kiss would be my sweetest venom. You are my sweetest venom. We dance the waltz on broken glass. Our hearts are full of lust. This night is ours. Let's live it while it lasts. By dawn, we'll turn to dust. Am I in paradise or is it hell? I'm falling deep. Accepting your embrace. Moonlight reflects my grace. Or is it shame? I'm burning in your flames And savoring the tender pain And horrors of your reign. I'm lost on the web forever. Lost forever. Lost forever. — Jurii Kirnev 6 June 2022
The wind is howling. The flames are burning. Desires crawl like your fingers on my skin. Like your touch, I feel from within. Tonight I'm lost. I've scratched the deep itch. I've passed the high ridge. I've burned the last bridge. Desires crawl like the spider legs on my spine. Like its tender bite, that heals me from inside. The rose is ripe. Hear my aria of love. Chimera from the past. Born in deepest dreams and my sorrow. I am falling. I am rising high! So high! So high! Enough. Tear me down, please. Tear me down, now! I want to feel your hard grasp. Now! Hold me tight, please! Hold me tight, hard! Make me cry! Ignite the moonlight. Embrace the high flight. Unleash the sweet night. Desires crawl like your whisper at my ear. Like your lie, that I wish to hear. My thorns are sharp. Sing my aria of love. Chimera from the past. Born in deepest dreams and out of sorrow. I am falling. I am rising high! So high! So high! Besotted! Come! Holding hands, we shall fly to heaven and back. Like the mighty raven, please, take to the place I've never been. With you, I am free and forever trapped. Winds are blowing. Petals falling. Thorns are growing. I am moaning. You are my personal madness. Hear my aria of love. Chimera from the past. Born in deepest dreams and my sorrow. I am falling. I am rising high! So high! So high! It hurts me deep from inside. Feel me. Tears on my face. Fear me. Thorns are sharp. We shall bleed. You are my personal madness. — Jurii Kirnev 7 July 2022
I hear your footsteps, my master, As you cross the hall You approach my room slowly. The door opens with a lustful groan But the light from outside Does not drive the darkness away. On the contrary. It lets in a shadow... a silhouette. Your silhouette Full of mysteries and desires. Large, and mighty, and slick Just like the eyes that haunt me in my… dreams Don't be afraid. I won't chase you away. The tears and joy we gonna share Will mark the birth of the new… era. Our hopes and dreams That we left on the other side of this night Will no longer disturb our peace. And yet I can still feel you… trembling. Or is it me? Damnit Lord, I'm such a coward Who's afraid to admit my own feelings My desires and tastes. Am I alone on these silk sheets? This bed is too big for me alone Just like this room, this castle… This world. I need your presence I need your touch, my master, Wherever you are Please, reach out to me, I beg you. Be my meaning, my faith, Which I can always rely on, Knowing that you are always there, My love, come closer. What is this? Am I hearing footsteps again? Is this a dream or just another nightmare? It can't be both. The door opens with a lustful groan, But the light from outside does not drive the darkness away. It lets in a shadow... a silhouette. — Jurii Kirnev 19 June 2022 G O T H I C W A T L Z — Instrumental
Nor the tears you've shed. Night above the maze of my chateau — Driving you insane. Light right behind the corner. Voice echo in the hallway. Can you feel me crawling deep inside you? Driving you insane. Breath. Breath in. Breath out. Breath in and feel the joy. Enjoy. Rejoice. Stay still and fear my touch. Sharp clutch. My kiss on your spine. Bite the ripe fig from sly hands. Ooze, as I undress my corset. Pull the silk thread of desires. Step right through eternal pyres. Trace me to the web of pleasure Lights flicker somewhere in the silence. Eyes staring at you through the darkness. Prey tangled itself by its blindness. Knots are tight on my web. I'm pulling hard. Can you feel the stings, my puppet? Kneel. Kneel down. Lay down. Lie still and take the breath. Last breath. Last hope. Last time to feel my kiss. Dark bliss. Grim twist. Grim smile beneath dead eyes. — Jurii Kirnev 23 June 2022
Forever and ever. I'll haunt you forever. And forever begins tonight. I'll love you forever. Forever and ever. I'll love you forever more If you would kiss me now. I'll haunt you forever. Forever and ever. I'll haunt you forever. And forever begins tonight. I'll love you forever. Forever and ever. I'll love you forever more If you would kiss me. I'll love you forever. Forever and ever. I'll love you forever. And I will leave you nevermore. You are the toy I'm looking for. I'm gonna touch you to the core. I am your ghost. I want to play. Now. Stay close to me. Love cuts through my innocence. Why curtains sway in halls. Doors are opened wide. Winds signings loud. The midnight calls On antique clock. Tik-tok tik-tok. My cradle rocks wearily. I don't want go to sleep. I want to play with you, my… Love, sweet love. Hold my hand. Don't mind that its hollow. My sweet love, I'm a ghost. But my heart is… Real like rain. It's real like grass. It's real. I'm real. I'm yours. I am your true bride. Tonight. We shall be one in joy And pain till the end. Even death won't do us apart. Please, don't fear me. I'm your new queen. Drink some black tea. In my doll house. Love me, love me! Please, just say you love me! Touch me, touch me! Why don't you just touch me. I am hollow. Your hands go right through me. It makes me cry. I'll love you forever. Forever and ever. I'll love you forever. And I will leave you nevermore. You are the toy I'm looking for. I'm gonna touch you to the core I am your ghost. I want your love. Now. — Jurii Kirnev 20 June 2022
Curly golden hair. My Alexandra. Piercing glare. My nightly raven. Squeeze me tight. I'm craving. Sway in our waltz as the eons flow. My Alexandra. Queen of snow and thunder. Don't judge our niello — we're still from the sky. My Gala Nova, Dearest Alexandra. Hold me in your arms As we wander through the night. My Alexandra. My Alexandra. My Alexandra. My Alexandra. — Jurii Kirnev 27 November 2022
Nightfall. Deep in the night, we sway. Through silence, eager to hear you whisper my name. My heart beats loudly. It's warm. It's soft. It's yours. I'm yours. You take my hand. I feel your touch. We walk the night. We're dancing through the distant stars On the darkest skies. We are alone in the whole world. Embrace my heart. Please, squeeze it hard. Consume the light. Let me feel your sharp bite. Please, grab my hand now As we fall from the sky Into the most obscure abyss. Night. Hear my cry. Raindrops. Just like my tears — They never Stop me. Hold me. Touch me. Love me. Take my heart. Please, squeeze it hard. Consume the light. Let me feel your sharp bite. Please, grab my hand now As we fall from the sky Into the most obscure night — Most obscure abyss. I feel the bliss. I need your kiss. I need your love, my tender beast Tonight we feast. Tonight we laugh. Tonight we dance our darkest waltz. Feel me. Feel me. Love me… now. Please, hold my hand Tonight. Tonight the stars belong to us. — Celeste's inner voice — I feel. We walk. We dance. We fly. We dip. We are Alone. Embrace My heart. Let me feel your pain and beating heart. We are falling off the most abrupt cliff. I can feel you. And there is no going back. Innocence is lost. Innocence is gone. Innocence is torn. Through the ashes I am rising. I am falling. I am gripping. I am moaning. I am trembling. I'm dissembling I am crying. I am flying… Through the darkness. Through the silence. Through the deep mists And the shadows. Through the night sky And eternal love that will unleash My tender beast. I need you. My fierce sweet demon. Your kiss… like a bliss, like a curse Turning my heart into rust, Into dust, into our sweet… waltz. Come near me. I'm falling in your… falling in your arms. I need you. I need you. I need you. I'm falling through the… falling through the… Rising through the… rising through the… mist. We twist. We're nuddling. We're hugging. We're playing. We're dancing. We're swaying. We're waltzing. We're heartened. We're rising. We're falling. We're crying. We're flying. We're flying through stars… belong to us. — The Beast — Hear my soft voice. Your eyes are cold like stone, Like ice, like chasm, like me. Please, hear me. Let me feel your pale skin, And sweet lips as we fall deep. I hear your call. Tonight we dance. Tonight we fly. Tonight we fall through darkness. Nightfall. Deep call. Dear, I can hear your distant call Through the darkness, Heart beats, rain weeps, pain sleeps, Night creeps, moon peeps, wind sweeps, love hits. Let me be your… Let me be your beast. Your bliss. Let me feel your… Let me feel your kiss… I'm your tender beast. We feast. We laugh. We dance. Let me be your… Let me be your charmer, armor, amor, Lover, and clamor in the mists of silence. Mysteries of nights Are calling from the heavens. Can you feel the... Can you feel the night is stealing us? — Jurii Kirnev 3 August 2022
The raven came to me. It tempted me to sin. I tasted the sweet nectar That bestows lore. I wanted more. I'm rotting in the core. Crimson rain. Here comes the hellish pain And the most carnal joy Under the crystal moon. My raven calls. I'll see you soon In hellish darkest gloom. — Jurii Kirnev 18 June 2022 M E T A P H Y S I C A L S I L E N C E — Instrumental
I saw your face. I saw your smile. You took my hand and made me your bride. Hold me tight, my tender beast. I need you. The white veil on my face Looks like it's made of a spider's web. You stick your fangs. I sigh with joy. Hold me tight, my tender beast. I need you. I need you. While basking in your arms, I touched your face, I kissed your lips. We drank red wine, and our heartbeats synced. Hold me tight my tender beast. I need you. This dream's about to end. It's time to sway our final dance. I see your eyes through the shroud of love. Hold me tight, my tender beast. I need you. I need you. I hear the wake-up call. I lose your face, I lose your smile. The night has passed like sand through claws. Who were you, my tender beast? I need you. I can't recall the night. I can't recall your tender grasp. The morning fog dispelled my dream. But I still can feel your warmth Who were you? Who were… — Jurii Kirnev 10 June 2022 |
